Making music.

sigh. 24hours makes a difference. I was just told that I’ll be playing an organ at the wedding. Idk how to handle that even though it looks like piano, split into 2… no more long arpeggios but I’ll freak out in front of an organ la. tsk. sucks much

I’ve been trying my luck on soft.sg, it is, like social sites afterall ): The band I looked forward into joining was led by this 29 year old who actually called me for an hour and a half, as an audition. And i only sang for 30 seconds. We were talking about … things that I got to know he’s really ambitious and clueless of entering the music scene. weird. He says he has got contacts and lots of performing opportunities participating over 30 plus in nine years. hahahaha.. erm.. one year less than 5. Tells me he listens to electronic but hasn’t heard of skrillex. It is as if he doesn’t have a goal to perform too, 9 years and still dk his direction type of thing.

Sigh. I’m fucked. so damn it.